sometimes..

challenges in life are like brothers... this two words is connected, sometimes i hate myself, my confident level always on the bottom. people only look at me as just someone who likes to make jokes. my jokes sometimes are harsh... and im sorry for that, im a chubby person.. i sometimes hate that, people call names to me, it hurt... sometimes i hate the world.. i feel like the world is abandoning me.. sometimes i want to run away from people, people hate me, love, i want love... love from the people and also from the Almighty... but i also want love from a gurl... sometimes................................